I Grew up.....

I can not remember  the day
Exactly when i grew up...
Was it when  for the first time i had left my home?
Or it was when i went to the market alone...
It might be when first i stepped at the college 
Or when i argued with a stranger
At that age?
Was it when i realised my duties & responsibilities or
It was when i started taking interest at the kitchen work's?
I really cannot remember when it happened...
Might be when i began participating in the family affairs
Or when i understood my dreams and things that matters....
I grew up...and i grew up...!

A journey.....

It started  dubiously..long routes

and unprepared moods..........;

after reaching half of the way

found some fun & merry ray..

Exalting minds& making all the burdens light

with the changing places ,changed our plight..

Tough ways & long distance....

RESTLESS HEART &sadness

finally we reached that height

all was beautiful & bright

when reached another place at 

another height...

High mountains,dark valleys

deep lakes made us lively again

But hard was the time and worst our luck

A dark shadow fall on us 

while returning back on our way

all our happiness snatched...

merriment gone & moan

the trip had darkened every face

and home is the place where we have to gather grace....!!

The Depth....

I never thought earlier that i will face such situations in my life.......My family supported me everywhere at every stage....I love to say that i m blessed with the world's best parents.
I am now seeing my life from a new angle,I used to think earlier that everything in the outside world is systematic and well-disciplined.Even this came true till my school age.After my school,
I happily entered into college.I was in the best college of my city.
I have started tutions,classes as much as i could do at that time...given exams,got results.
But that was not upto my expectation,i was expecting much...may be i had not written my answers well or that was not upto the examiner's expectations....I was not satisfied.
           It was the basic things which made me tensed.I am consoling myself that academic swings are just a part of our lives...Yesterday i went to my college for my marksheet.I with my friend move from one counter to other,but none was hearing us.when we reached the right place where results were distributed,the college staff began shouting at us.He told us to wait for 15-20 minutes for our turn .when we asked "why Sir!we are here with all our documents so please give our scorecard''.But he scolded us badly and told us that he was giving to those who are 'urgent'...!
what the hell was so urgent for those people they were the relatives of some proffessors or other high profile personalities...
We were so amazed that why he treated us that way...well we waited there for not just 20 minutes but for about an hour.
              We again went to the distribution counter,there was crowd of boys there.They were also shouting at the administrators that why we are not getting our scorecard .It was like a cinema hall scene.However we managed to get inside the office,but then again that staff began shouting at us.It was so insulting....
Then I thought of my old acquaintance who is also an staff of our college,so without wasting any time i went for help to him..He came with us to that distributor,who was again and again scolding us .Then he requested him saying  that i was his family member .To my great surprise that fellow who was not ready to hear us immediately picked out our scorecards from the list and handed it to us.....
I am really thankful to that another staff who is also my acquaintance,who helped me in that bitter and awkward situation.
THIS INCIDENT OF MY LIFE HAS TAUGHT ME A BITTER BUT VERY TRUE LESSON...
''EVERYTHING IN OUR LIFE CAN NOT BE HANDLED SYSTEMATICALLY,WE HAVE TO BEND,ADJUST AND SOMETIMES GO OUT OF THE BOX TO COPE WITH THE SITUATION"